Dear diary <3
I had this moment today on the Impaulsive podcast where I was over thinking when I was talking and I totally went on a day dream and really spaced out. I kinda fell back into the conversation and had like a mini-heart attack.
I just remembered looking down at my socks and had this weird flashback to when I was in elementary school and some boy just pulled one of my socks off and threw it on the roof? Do you ever do that and just totally disconnect from conversation? lmao
It’s coming to the end of my night here, it’s 2am and damn it’s been so cold recently I’m covered in blankets on my sofa downstairs and barely want to move. Things have been crazy here, I miss the days of laying in bed, reading and staring out the window watching the leaves on the tree’s blow in the wind. Showing more of my personality and talking on Podcasts and to the internet has been really surreal. I remember when I used to watch some of these podcasts in my room in the city. I kinda miss that small room with all my stuff packed in, there was this warm orange light outside from the street lamp. When i laid my head back I remember I could see this apartment block in the distance and all the lights from the windows, there was one person in there who had multicoloured lights. Sometimes it would be red, sometimes blue, sometimes purple. I remember thinking that It used to be a sign, that the color was the mood that night was going to be. I used to pick music and watch movies based upon the color. It sounds really strange, I wonder what color it is right now.. ✨
I was thinking, thank you for being here with me. Reading some of your comments makes my heart feel happy, like that warm kind of happy that you get when you’ve worked a long hard day and you lay in your duvet watching your favourite film, or reading your favourite book. I’m happy.. happy, nervous, excited and sleepy. I think something I’ve learnt is sometimes it’s so nice to just close the world. I think of my bed and my room at night like the whole world doesn’t exist, like I’m just in a little warm capsule with a big storm outside. Safe and cozy. I think tonight you’ve made me smile, I hope I can make you smile too. I luv u <3
2020-12-01 02:24:12 +0000 UTC
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HElloooOoo nipples ? I may have sent a bunch of stuff to your messages ^-^ I think this is turning out to be one of my strongest kinks, I’m so addicted... I’ve been a really busy girl, I’ve been on a podcast and cum twice today, so I’m going to watch some movies and write you a diary post for later so we can be more personal. I enjoy that <3
2020-12-01 00:21:47 +0000 UTC
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Don’t you wish you could see my little body destroyed.. because I sure like thinking about that. Especially when I’m face down ass up taking pictures for you :’> I think this is becoming an addiction, I’m trying so hard not to show you more until Christmas.. ugh.
2020-12-01 00:06:54 +0000 UTC
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I woke up today and Yoshi is being really suggestive..
2020-11-30 21:31:17 +0000 UTC
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im going on one of my last podcasts tonight... it's been so freeing to be able to share more of myself online. I want to share so much of myself more still as I still have so much more I wanna say ahaha. I suppose I'll just have to write more diary entries on here!
Btw for anybody who wants to guess which podcast im going on tonight it starts with an 'IM' and ends with a 'PAULSIVE'
<3 <3
2020-11-30 14:35:07 +0000 UTC
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<3 <3
2020-11-30 14:29:39 +0000 UTC
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Damn sitting on a tumble-dryer while trying to film is so hard... you’ll see whats happening behind the curtain v soon ☺️?
2020-11-29 18:57:23 +0000 UTC
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26 more days.... omg
2020-11-29 18:42:20 +0000 UTC
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Oh what are you doing down there?? ☺️
(Also the weird background is something i made for a new music im doing atm! Hopefully should be posting in a week or two!!)
2020-11-29 18:41:01 +0000 UTC
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I took a late night “ride” tonight, I hope no one saw in through the window ;o
I’ve sent you something special to your messages, it’s definitely NSFW so be careful, uncensored of me playing with my itty bitty titties... ^-^ I hope you’ve got it? <3
2020-11-29 03:39:39 +0000 UTC
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old video of me as black-hole chan (around the time the first pic of the black hole was taken) !! <3
2020-11-27 00:49:58 +0000 UTC
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Can you see them? ☺️
2020-11-26 22:22:08 +0000 UTC
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Hey, I’ve been thinking about how far we’ve come together. I really enjoy being here, and I’m so happy you’re here with me. The future is going to be fun, I’m nervous and excited. My stomach has butterflies when I show you what I’ve taken. I need snuggles >.<
2020-11-26 22:17:00 +0000 UTC
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What sex scene are you most excited to see?
(So i can film more of it !!)
2020-11-26 02:59:33 +0000 UTC
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I did an IRL podcast today!! Had so much fun. Its been so cool recently how ive tried to gain more confidence by pushing my comfort level and doing things i wouldnt otherwise have done. ✨
2020-11-25 19:48:15 +0000 UTC
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30 days ;D
2020-11-25 19:44:44 +0000 UTC
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Just a lil peak into my life ^-^
2020-11-24 21:18:45 +0000 UTC
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"lets go walk in the park together... could you grab my coat on the way out? "
??
2020-11-24 20:57:19 +0000 UTC
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?✨☠️
2020-11-24 19:12:54 +0000 UTC
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Heres just 1% of the art i have in my house, scroll to see.. also i dont think youve ever seen me in jeans?? Ahah
2020-11-24 19:01:04 +0000 UTC
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*knock knock* Pizza delivery ! ?
2020-11-23 23:17:13 +0000 UTC
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Soooo... I've started filming my porn >.< Can't wait for you guys to see it
Also for people wondering.... yes you will see full pussy/butt/penetration close up ;D
<3 <3 <3 <3
-belle
2020-11-23 19:18:27 +0000 UTC
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Not that many days left...
2020-11-22 19:26:24 +0000 UTC
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There is a reason why I haven't been posting so much.. It's a surprise, but I think you're going to enjoy it.
2020-11-22 17:12:02 +0000 UTC
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I am an evil succubus and you have entered my lair >:) you can't leave until you've completed my list of commands..
1) cumming on me
2) spanking me
3) fucking me
4) sitting on your face
5) Head pats
2020-11-19 22:46:42 +0000 UTC
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lazy lonely lockdown with my toys.. i wonder what I'll spend my time doing..
2020-11-17 12:54:21 +0000 UTC
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Some flames and a whole lot of booty ??
2020-11-17 12:44:48 +0000 UTC
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i'll tell you all different types of stories before i fall asleep in your arms <3
2020-11-17 02:36:28 +0000 UTC
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close your eyes and come and dream with me
2020-11-17 02:33:20 +0000 UTC
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I’m going to send you more and more, more and more until you can’t even drive or work or shop you’re so distracted, and when you finally get home and want to unload I’ll tease you and play with you. I’ll pull down your underwear and watch your pre-cum excitedly start coming out, I’ll fuck with you. Just when you can’t take it anymore I’ll drain you dry, down my throat.. over my lips.. nipples.. inside me. I’ll put my legs around you and lock you in, so you have no choice but to cum in me. I’ll take all of you, every last drop.
2020-11-15 18:00:11 +0000 UTC
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