This was my room when I first started camming. See the makeshift light in the corner? 😂 I love and miss these days.. it’s crazy how much has changed from a year and a half ago!
2020-11-15 18:00:34 +0000 UTC View Post
Okay last night may have been TOO much fun, but I needed it 😜
2020-11-05 16:37:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Enter my most favorite time of year — puffy jackets, leggings, warm colors, hot cocoa, mulled spiced wine, soup, boots, cozy blankets, fireplace, long pajamas, etc. etc. etc.
2020-11-02 15:00:24 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy Halloween!! 😈 I hope you guys have a fun night, I wanted so badly to be online with you but I’m just not able to right now. When I come back online I’ll do a costume night to make up for it :) Lots of hugs to you!!
2020-10-31 14:06:58 +0000 UTC View Post
When I experience an inner transformation, I feel it with every cell in my body. I often don’t realize what is happening right away and the process of acknowledging what is happening (and what I need to make the transformation possible) can sometimes take weeks or months.
It begins with some early signs, usually I’m feeling “off”, inconsistent with my work or passions, tired and lacking energy, emotional or unsettled, all without a logical reason. I often ask myself why — “Why am I so tired, why do I feel so inconsistent, why do I have no energy?”
It’s a constant tug and pull with myself. I fight with myself, I push against it, I tread onward making minor changes to myself or my life in an attempt to compensate for whatever might be lacking. But after awhile, when nothing works, I understand that a deeper more profound process needs to occur. One that is not external but very much internal.
It’s a crystal clear realization.
I seek trustworthy sources like my animal spirit cards, journaling, and talking to the people I trust to help me understand what I need to form my cocoon. It varies, but my needs may include a long break, a couple of weekends away in the forest, a journey of silence, a commitment to daily journaling — and it’s when I discover and embrace what I truly need to complete the transformation that peace washes over me. I don’t resist. I don’t struggle. I don’t fight it.
It’s always worth it. Despite fear of the unknown of what lies on the other side, I trust my universe that I will emerge stronger.
Blondie in a pink baseball cap and emerald lingerie ✨
2020-10-23 05:14:53 +0000 UTC View PostSome playful highlights from last nights stream-- 50's music, housewife vibes, baking, chores, treats and the first time using the lush in 10 days
2020-10-21 22:33:14 +0000 UTC View Post
A little vintage glamour 👗 Last night was so much fun!!
2020-10-21 15:18:16 +0000 UTC View Post
I’ll be streaming tonight 10p ET to begin the 12 DAYS OF HALLOWEEN!!! 😈
2020-10-20 19:06:38 +0000 UTC View PostI’m back from my trip! I’ve missed you guys so much ♥️ I hope you enjoyed all the photos from my Bali collection. I’ve uploaded them all (including more behind the the scenes photos) into albums on my website along with some entries.
Backpacking pics coming soon!!
