My family has driven me insane today. š How has your day been? Iām about to turn off my phone & concentrate on packing. I have to get up at like 4am so Iād like to get to bed ASAP!
Ahhh! I just woke up to a complete headache coming to me from all directions! Pray for me that my car makes it to Cleveland & back this weekend! Light a candle or whatever. My car is really acting goofy again & I absolutely do not have time for it. Anyway, see you at Cinema Wasteland???
Here it is friends!!! My article & feature about my work in horror in Hustler Magazine!!! Go to your local porn store, grab a copy & bring it to me to sign!!! I will also be ordering 25 copies to sell at conventions. Thatās all they allow at a discounted price so thatās all I can afford. š Hit me up if you want me to save one for you if youāre coming to see me & my booth at Days of the Dead in Chicago or Horrorpalooza in Louisville!!!
We wrapped on set here in Tennessee. Ha, my second time in Tennessee for filming within the week. Iām exhausted. In the morning, I have to go home to Evansville (drive 3hrs), pack & then head up north 2hrs from there for my beautiful friendās birthday. Iām hoping to have a time. I deserve it. I learned those script lines for today in just a couple of days & I didnāt totally freeze even once. Thatās big for me. Maybe my new brain supplements are working?
I just got to my hotel in Tennessee, for the evening & itās the strangest thing⦠My whole room smells like week old dirty vagina. Trust a bitch⦠I know what that smells like! š I donāt want to be annoying a change rooms though. š
Iām missing Texas so much tonight. Iām thinking about the relationship I almost had (or so I thought) while I was there. Iām also thinking about how all the classes I wanted to take this fall are finally open for registration.
The whole thing is pretty heart breaking. I am however excited about filming āDeath Woodsā tomorrow in Tennessee. I never thought just a few years back that Iād be driving myself such distances for acting gigs.
A lot of people donāt really know this about me but I started driving preeeetty late. It terrified me & caused me such anxiety. So the fact that I can ever drive the distances I do amazes me. And Iāve come to really love being by myself with my thoughts in my car.
Just wish I was driving back to Austin like I originally planned next month. š
About to jump in the shower & wash my hair for filming tomorrow!!! Then I gotta start packing. And Iāve been working on my script lines all day. Itās a whole damned process⦠š
Iām finally sending out these nudes to your DMs this morning! I wanted to wait until I could get caught up with my DMs but I wonāt be able to do that until next week!
Tomorrow I head back to Tennessee to film āDeath Woodsā & then from there to my friendās birthday party in Bedford Indiana on Wednesday. Ha! And from there I head to Cleveland for Cinema Wasteland to represent Troma!!!
I have a very busy & hectic week ahead of myself. So please allow me some grace! I hate getting behind on my umpteen DMs but itās just the nature of a working actress. Thank you for your patience!
Anyway, I better get on cramming my lines for filming tomorrow! I gotta drill them all damn day cause I really donāt know them at all yet. Ahh!
I once again am dramatically unprepared for something. Iāve got a stand up gig tomorrow. My first. I figured Iād just recycle some old material I wrote for my stand-up class but I realized tonight that literally none of my sets is completely appropriate for a gay bar. For various reasons⦠I guess Iām gonna get up & try to write more material to do. Then try like hell to remember it. Anyway, come out if youāre local. Itās at āSomeplace Elseā. The door open at 6pm & we go on at 8pm. Also please pray for me that I donāt totally bomb. I mean, even if I do though, thereās definitely worse things that could happen. So, Iāll try to hold on to remembering that⦠Ha! What a month!
Last day on set! Iām not filming but I am gonna eat some barbecue with the crew! Then heading back to Kentucky & then Indiana to work on my comedy bit for tomorrow! Ahhh!
This set is so colorful & well balanced. I love it. Shooting with @alysswinkler is a dream!
I wrapped on āBl00d Bitch Babyā earlier & then we all went out (the crew & cast) to dinner at a Mexican restaurant by where we are staying. It was so great!!!
Iām so nervous because I havenāt even picked out which bits Iām going to do for the comedy opening in just a day!!! Ahhh! And itās my first so I donāt want it to be a total cringe fest. Then, Iām filming on Tuesday & lord knows I do not know those lines in the slightest. Neeeever again will I pack this much shit in a single month.
Angel, my co-star is doing 4 full projects this month & totally has it under control. I do not. š I feel pitiful & unable to deal lately. Complete brain fog madness & then shame because of that. Yikes, dawg.
And on top of everything with my brain not working, my ass being branded from sitting on the damn curling iron a few days back, I have developed & really insane rash on my bra line. Soooo, things are great. Haaaaa.
It is soooo hard to find time to update this thing while Iām on set. š I canāt wait until we wrap on this thing & go eat Mexican food!!! As a faaaaamily! š
Filming has been fucking bananas today. S we were kicked out of our air bnb because they definitely thought we were filming porn. The owners were in the corn field by the house & started yelling at us when they saw the camera guy getting a light with a gel set up outside.
The lady was screaming, āThis is a Christian home! Pack up & get out!ā Our director tried to tell them we were filming āhome moviesā which sounds worse, tbh. š Then he wanted to keep shooting when they weāre definitely staring at the house & it looked like calling the cops. Then the lady just showed up in the house while we were gathering our stuff & she told Angel to find a different line of work. To which Angel replied that we werenāt making porn. We were setting up to film an independent horror film. So then the lady said we were defiling her residence. It was crazy.
I feel terrible for the director because he put up all that money for that huge house & they told him he couldnāt have a refund. Soooo we went to hotel 6 to film the fancy Elizabeth Bathory story. Lol. Because of all the ruckus I definitely started flubbing my lines super hard. After I had practiced them nonstop on my 2hr drive to Kentucky last night. And then 4 straight hours today driving here to Tennessee. I really had them down finally!
Annnnd I have another movie to film on Tuesday that I never thought was actually happening. Ha! So I just printed out my part of the script yesterday & just highlighted it today. Iām really a mess right now & looking stupid in front of my friends. Iām highly disappointed in myself this month.
Anyway, I promise I will get caught up on my DMs very soon. I just have sooooo much going on rn. I need to figure out which bits Iām doing for my comedy show on Saturday too. Please pray for my weak over worked & fogged brain right now. Iām losing it.
Me & @yourlustchance are a couple of silly gooses. Come see us both at the end of the month at the Troma booth at Cinema Wasteland in Cleveland, OH!!! Weāll be dressed something like this! š
Nudes! Iāll post more of these full frontal nudes from this photo session tomorrow at some point! Theyāre great! So check your inbox in the next couple!
But for tonight I might finally rest my head now that Iām here in Louisville! I have to get up ultra early & get fully camera ready & then drive 4 straight hours to Tennessee to film āBl00d, Bitch, Babyā!
I will be on set with other girls with OF so who knows! Maybe weāll get some sexy candids for yāall!!! Wish me a broken leg tomorrow! Iāve been so nervous all week about this!!!
I have so many hot group shoots that Iāve done recently to post but Iām always posting last minute when I remember that this is my main job & I usually never can think of everyoneās screen names! š
My brain is really on fire today. I lost my notecards with my script lines on it for filming tomorrow & Iāve literally been looking for 5 fucking hours & they still havenāt turned up. There were over 70 cards I printed out front & back & I spent a LOT of time on them. So you can imagine Iām pretty upset. However, I gotta get on the damn road to Louisville (to drop off my dog) immediately! Iām barely gonna get *ANY* sleep tonight before I have to get up, get ready & drive 4hrs to Tennessee to film in the morning! Ahhhh! Iāve been really going through it with brain fog lately.