Legs spread with my thirsty af mouth open *WIDE*!
Come & get it! š
Sorry Iāve been a bit slow this week. Iāve made a pretty crazy decision to āquit my day jobā. I told my boss on Tuesday & I could see it honestly floored her. Yes, I feel insane right now. I paid 30k for my cosmetology & esthetics licenses. But right now itās just not working for me. I get paid shit to be stuck at a job & not be able to take on certain movie roles, which surprisingly people are basically throwing at me. Yes, itās indie work & not Hollywood but if people want to pay me to pretend to be someone else, Iām there. It was a life long dream of mine to act & I never thought it was possible until recently. So why not take the money & run?
I have a best friend who is 63. Everyone thinks heās my sugar daddy or something but he definitely is NOT. š We just connect on a very personal level about tons of stuff & he is my world. But one thing about him is that he went to college for acting. Heās very good. But he was way too scared of failure to pursue acting much out of college. He did a few community theater things but really lost out on performing because of his fear. I donāt want to be like that with anything in my life. If Iām decently good at something thatās fun & creative (like acting) & people are willing to pay me for it, why not just do it???
I hate regrets. I have tons, like everyone. I regret not getting to know my brother as an adult. And not heās gone. There are no more chances. Well, I think this recent event kinda changed my outlook on somethings. Iām gonna be gone one day too. With my health problems Iāve almost checked out a FEW times! Iām not leaving this earth without getting the best out of life. And if I wanna act in crazy b grade horror movies, BITCH IāM GONNA.
Plus, school has been insane lately. I have a huge project due tomorrow that neither me or my one school mate left (everyone else in my class dropped out because the work loud is bananas!) have started. I want to do a weird interpretive dance & tell facts about joints (while moving them) tomorrow. I just need to find the perfect song for this. Ideas? I also have two huge tests tomorrow that I havenāt studied for yet.
I do dance in town at Ponytails on Friday but it was terrible. It was so slow that I pretty much sat with these two āhot boyā type dudes all night. They barely tipped but they bought drinks at least. I got sloshed & made only $73!!! WTF. Thatās so baaaaaad. Luckily, I did well in Louisville last weekend so itās fine. But I was so put off by the whole experience that I took Saturday off. Iāve been so exhausted & ran down lately that I couldnāt bare another slow night for less than $100. My Ubers there & back cost $25 too. Plus, there were hardly any girls working on Friday so it felt like I was up on stage every 20 minutes, which wore me out even more.
Theyāre so nice to me at Ponytails but Iām afraid that the previous place (it was another ran down old strip club before the pony franchise bought it & fixed it up), has such a bad reputation that this club may not survive. And I canāt work at XS right now because of reasons to stupid to even go through here. Lucky Lady would be an option but they think Iām a snob because of some misunderstandings from back in the day. And the original Pony club in town is alcohol free & stays open until 5am on weekends. I just donāt think I can handle that. š Maybe once my two weeks are up at the salon & I donāt get up as early through the week? Of course, I still have school super early though. And I can always go out of town but sometimes I just hate the long drives. Ugh. Pray for me. š
I heard you *LOVE* the soles of my yummy feet?! š¦¶ I really put them to work this weekend & I could *SURELY* use a nice & sensual foot rub! š I had a PHENOMENAL weekend this past weekend with my mother & dancing at PTās in Louisville, KY!!! I hope to go back there on Oct 15th to dance again!! š¤
And I did something crazyā¦ I finally gave my two weeks for my salon job. As many of you know that job doesnāt pay me much at all. I only get paid $8 an hour or a smaller commission. I love doing hair, waxing & makeup but mostly just on people I know, which Iāll continue to do āunder the tableā.
I did this so I can focus on my art. Specifically film projects. And school. I know Iāve complained before but I had no idea massage school would be an accelerated nursing style program. Itās insanely medical. We have to know physiology, science, anatomy, etc. we have to memorize all the bones in the body, for example & be able to speak fluently in medical terminology.
I honestly considered just dropping out but I wouldnāt get any of the $10,000 cash I paid for the program & Iām hardheaded af about money. So you can bet Iām gonna get that damn license. Plus, massage work doesnāt bother me. Itās the book work thatās fucking killing me.
Anyway I need to get a few things to be able to do hair at my apartment. I added them to this wishlist! Iād love if you could help me out with opening my little āhoodā salon! https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/24FO0IHJ0MUBM?ref_=wl_share
Strappy lingerie & sheer nude thigh high stockingsā¦ My, my, MY!
I actually have a link & 10% discount code for this set if youād like to buy it for a special person in your life! https://is.gd/wKvYOX Code: ājessafanā
Taking my mom out for a fancy dinner in Louisville, KY today for her birthday! Tip this post to buy us lots of shrimp & glasses of wine! š¤š·
Headed down to Louisville for the weekend to celebrate my momās birthday & also to dance at PTās tonight & Sunday!!! Come see me if ur round these parts!
Are my tits big enough? š„ŗ I often wish they were bigger to balance out all this āØASSāØā¦ š
I truly believe that universe often does for us what we cannot do for ourselves. This week for exampleā¦ No one was going to give me any time off or too myself. š So my body broke down & got sick. I had no choice but to take off & heal. Not only physically but lucky a bit mentally as well. I always do the most & go so hard. Itās too much sometimes.
Anyway, Iām going to be grateful for the time I was able to have off this week. I am choosing gratitude instead of being angry at myself for the clients I missed having at the salon. Because we can choose to feel how we want about things & Iām doing just that.
How is *YOUR* week going? Did you even make it through my blog entry? Or just look at my pics? š Comment your fave gif below if you made it to the end! š
More of my lovely bare legs! š¦µš„
Good news! I do *NOT* have covid. My test got back from this morning & itās negative. Still kinda scary cause now Iām like, āwtf do I have then???ā
My throat is raw & dry, pressure is in my head & I keep getting bouts of extreme dizziness. If itās not completely resolved by the morning Iām going to try to get into the doctorās office to get some tests ran.
But as long as everything is kosher Iām headed to Louisville, KY on Friday to work at PTās on Fri & Sun & then celebrate my momās birthday on Saturday!!! She likes Italian seafood so if you know of any fancy places like this in Louisville, please let me know! & Come see ur girl at PTās this weekend if youāre local!
Just having a little naughty fun on the set of Slumber Party, Slaughter Party 2 while everyone else was getting ready to start shooting! Big strong legs FTW! Ur girl is a sexy Viking lady! š¤
So bad newsā¦ I actually did develop a cold. šŖ I think Iāve been fighting it off for a couple of weeks now & the damn thing finally just set in. I have a covid test tomorrow morning to rule that disaster of an illness out. So wish me luck?
Oh & I just wanna thank everyone who made my little OF sale a sell out success! Keep your rebills on to stick around & follow my journey through this thing called life! And keep in mind I have *TONS* of XXX videos available for purchase! So check your messenger to see my menu that I sent when you joined & send the correct tip for whatever it is your heart desires & Iāll get it over to you! Thank you again!
We still have quite a ways to go on our āVoorhees: Night of the Beastā campaign to get this film made!!! Itās gonna be so dope!!! Please contribute if you can to support me in my acting endeavors!!! Your funding gets my talents paid for! So I can eat AND chase my dreams, basically! šš
Before I head to work tonight at Ponytails in Evansville, IN I have another DOOOOPE throw back that I found on my old SD card!!!
Itās me thotting it up again in my old Chucky Halloween costume!!! Back when I had red hair! Someone at the club was talking about how heād followed me since back when I had red hair. It was such an iconic look & I miss it!
By my purse toy can see an old point & shoot storage case. The green thing. The camera I kept in there was what I took this photo with. I hope to find that at my exās house in the next month so I can take some more modern āthrow backā pic sets & videos for you with it. Iām really into the lo-fi photography rn. Donāt ask me whyā¦ I be going on my weird little tangents. š
Itās time for a well deserved shoutout!! This is my friend @bloodybeauty!!! We worked on Slumber Party, Slaughter Party 2 together!!!! She plays the main role & she did one hell of a job!!!!
She is a *SUPER* talented actress & I find her just extremely inspiring! And hot!!! She is a dancer at a club like me through the week & works on films as an actress & also doing SFX makeup on weekends & basically whenever she can.
She added me to her page here & let me tell you itās SPICY AF! š„µš¶ She does *NOT* hold back! You will see it all & may I just say her vag is like the cutest ever. š¤Ŗ I never even knew that was a thing! But yeah, check out her page. I have a feeling you will be *VERY* satisfied! š¤¤
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I got a good af #throwbackthursday for yāall!!! Here I am being a lil thot in front of my old point & shoot when I had short pink hair!
I have this cool idea that Iām going to revive the use of all my shitty old tech. Like flip cams, crappy point & shoot cameras, etc. the images & videos that take have such an interesting lo-if quality, donāt you agree?
So yeah, Iām gonna start shooting content with them again. And to do so, I got an SD card reader for my iPhone. So expect some dope throw backs (from the stuff already on my old cards) in the days to come!!!
Welcome new friends!!!! As you know, to celebrate OF not kicking our asses out next month, I ran my 1st page sale in like a whole year. So thereās lots of new faces around here & I wanted to give you the most sincere āthank youā Iāve ever uttered!!! š
I really fucking appreciate all of you supporting me here. As Iāve made clear on my socials in the last week, this is my *MAIN SOURCE OF INCOME*. I literally would not be able to live my current life or be able to take time off from my muggle job to follow my dreams (like with acting!), without your continued support on here.
Please enjoy my content!!! And if youāre looking for something special, please hit my up in my DMs! I answer as much as humanly possible (with all my other stuff I do) on here. So please be patient with me!!!
And I love tips!!! Please be generous with me & I will be generous with you! Canāt tip? Then please scroll through my posts & ālikeā everything!!! Those likes really help me out too!
Thanks again for joining me here. I share not only sexy content but all kinds of other stuff about my personal life & more. I hope youāll enjoy getting to know me as much as I like showing off for you! š
More secret ābackstageā pics of me in my iconic sleepover lingerie on the set of Slumber Party, Slaughter Party 2!
We are trying to desperately scrape together the finishing funds for this project & we *NEED YOUR HELP*!!! Please send anything you can offer directly to the director DeWayne & feel free to tell him I sent ya! I will have to send his donation link off site but just DM me & I will direct you to another way to get it! š
If you are able to donate $100 or more to the project I will gladly make you a personalized thank you video! And Iām sure DeWayne will give you a producer credit as well!!! Send me a screenshot of your donation to the project & Iāll make your thank you vid straight away!
I sincerely appreciate all the support you guys have given me during my spontaneous acting career that just started just a couple years ago! This world has literally been everything I ever needed to bring out my true self & to be able to walk with the confidence I always knew I had deep down within myself. So *THANK YOU* from the bottom of my heart!!!
Look daddy, I made you some content with my thicc lil ass thangin & hangin right out! š
Check out my post a couple of updates back about the webcam!!!! I really want it so I can make you guys some hot videos & even some strip tease vlogs about my life in the old school way!
Iāll even make the buyer a super special custom video using the new 4K webcam! I *NEVER* hardly offer custom videos anymore so letās do this!!!
Itās only $200! Inbox me to set it up!
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I think Iām gonna start sleeping in more sleazy sheer ānightiesā like these. Maybe Iāll fuck around & catch me a man to sleep over. š
Would you like it if your girl slept in lingerie?
This is my āØFAVORITEāØ Strappy & skimpy lingerie set rn!!! Itās so tiny!!! Wish I had someone special to wear it forā¦ š„ŗ
Oh well, I guess Iāll have to feed my lonely desires by just getting this set in ALL the other colors! Just in case I find a boo by the next pandemic lockdown!
Will āØYOUāØ be my babe? š„°
Here ya go! A stunning ass shot I took just for you!!! š
I honestly going not *WAIT* to show you my behind in this photo. Itās my favorite shot Iāve done in awhile!!!!
I just caught up on my umpteen DMs here in between massage school & work. About to head to salon now! šš»āāļø
If you donāt start going & āØlikingāØ all my ding dang posts on here & Iām gonna stop spoiling you so hard!!! š„ŗ Iāve been rather generous lately, wouldnāt you agree! So reward me by liking my updates please! And tip too, if you feel so inclined!!! You know it makes me wet when you show your adoration for this cutie patootie! šš¦
I will be sending out the special tit shots from my recent pic set with @ravynrose666 to your inbox this evening so check it soon! You wonāt regret seeing our juicy melons, I can promise that! š¤Ŗ
Oooof! Modeled some new lingerie from Avid Love (my fave lingerie company!) on Amazon a couple weekends ago!!! Iāll be posting more from this shoot, so get excited! šš
