Throwbackkkkkkkkk
Throwbackkkkkkkkk
2020-07-12 20:15:52 +0000 UTC View PostThem nails tho ๐คช๐คฉ.. When Juan (my nail hero) did them I knew itโd be the last time for a while so I asked for green to symbolise the corona virus ๐ฆ ๐คช I am literally such an odd pocket, love it
2020-07-10 19:08:49 +0000 UTC View PostWill you ever get sick of me AHAHA coz I am tired of myself by this point ๐คช๐คช
2020-07-08 20:04:45 +0000 UTC View PostI got my IUD in! Honestly, it was genuinely quite painful..I usually think I'm pretty okay with pain 'like that' but turns out having something foreign put into an internal organ while you're conscious is just as uncomfortable as the doctor said it would be..very. It was like the horrible feeling of being stabbed by a dick way longer than my vagina can handle except if the dick just kept going THROUGH my body rather than stopping and hit the top of my fucking uterus instead. Unpleasant. They also gave me a lidocaine injection inside my vagina (very unpleasant) and then didn't even wait the time she said it needed ๐. My reflexes made me literally recoil on the bed lol, so embarrassing. Also my pulse got sooooo low and my blo.od pressure was low too, they ended up tilting the whole bed back but I didn't pass out or throw up and they straight up told me that with my history I would probably do both. The nurse was patting my head and giving me leg tickles to distract me (lol) but pretty hard to not notice what was going on. Lucky they last 5 years, hoping there aren't any complications because I will not be racing back to do that any time soon ๐ Oh and also, I had a cola chuppa chup afterwards (my favourite flavour) and got to watch Netflix in the observation room, so all is forgiven.
I came home and slept for literally like 5 hours and honestly I am already ready for bed again, my belly is so sore and I'm not really interested in dealing with it right now so sleep it is! After reddit, of course ๐คช
Iโm sorry I still just love this look. Takes me back to tumblr except now Iโm on the creation side of things ๐ฅฐ๐๐ฅฐ Lots of love for this dress so I made some gifs in it ๐
2020-07-07 08:44:14 +0000 UTC View Postโ WHY I DON'T DO THE THINGS I DON'T DO โ
Thought I'd just do a big ass PSA about the things I am commonly requested! (Thanks to everyone who gave me ideas for content last night, much appreciated xox)
Anal: A few months ago someone who I didn't want to have sex with had sex with me anyways and long story very short, I ble.ed heavily from my ass and it is incredibly painful. I'll do this stuff when I feel ready and comfortable x Explaining this over and over kind of hurts my heart and is the main reason for this post.
JOI: Honestly, even the content I make now can be a very vulnerable experience but putting my voice into videos and talking in that way is something that I cam just not comfortable with. Seriously, I just couldn't haha. I am just an average girl sharing her alone time, not a porn star lol..
Blowjob/face: I need to protect my identity because if I don't, my family will disown me (not an option) and I can kiss my beautiful future career in education goodbye (not an option).
G/G: I don't have any girls who I have sex with right now, as I said.. I am a normal, straight girl just living life.. Do you fuck other guys? Probs not.
B/G: I don't have anyone I want to film with right now, filming can really ruin the actual experience and it requires having access to someone who is happy to do that.
Hope that clears a couple things up xox ๐๐
So does everyone else have a never ending to-do list or am I the only person drowning HAHA
2020-07-04 20:53:49 +0000 UTC View PostOkay Iโm watching this show called Colony I had never heard of and honestly .. Iโm gonna get hooked ๐คช
2020-07-02 19:47:15 +0000 UTC View Post๐ Q&A take 2! ๐ If you have any questions for me, comment below or DM me.. I will answer them one at a time over the next little while.. it can be about absolutely anything! xx (Also, if you have any ideas for things you'd like to see from me other than normal content, let me know!)
2020-07-01 11:46:07 +0000 UTC View PostHow soft and snuggly hehe oh and peace and pout bitches itโs the first of the month WHITE RABBIT
2020-06-30 19:45:43 +0000 UTC View PostGuess what! This is the last normal period I will get for like at least 5 years! Getting an IUD next week Iโm so scared but itโs gonna be so good guys, but they said I might pass out from the pain ๐ฅบ canโt believe they put things inside your organs with no sedation or pain relief what if I canโt handle the hurt?! Goodnight โค๏ธ
2020-06-29 14:23:38 +0000 UTC View PostSome of these are a bit of a throwback! Do you recognise all of these? ๐คช
2020-06-27 19:44:27 +0000 UTC View PostSharing things that I donโt like- outtakes. This sounds ridiculous but I feel like I am at war with myself right now. Iโm so torn between being so proud of myself, so happy about where I am in terms of my confidence and appreciation for my body.. a few months ago I hated so many parts of me that I now love... that.. and complete hatred for new insecurities that have taken their place.
They donโt lie when they say it is vulnerable and dangerous to have an online presence based around your physical appearance. Iโve never criticised myself how I do now. I never felt the need to. I always felt like I looked โgood enoughโ but now I feel like I need to change things about myself that simply cannot be changed. I wish I could convey how scary and tiring it can feel without sounding like a crazy person.
My saving grace is that the people who are in here are so beautiful and kind, thank you for supporting me โค๏ธ I appreciate that so many of you interact meaningfully with me. You share your stories, your struggles and your successes with me. I appreciate that I am not just a faceless, content machine. You keep me feeling human and enjoying this journey!
I leave you with the opening words of the dickhead of the day, because you might like to update your greetings arsenal ๐:
โHey Cunt, are you owned?โ
Okay I literally have like 8 lots of 20 AHAHA fuckkkk - got some arty stuff in here AHQHQ, how many unique nudes can someone possibly take ๐ถ๐ถ
2020-06-26 11:45:48 +0000 UTC View PostOkay prepare to be bombarded with photos every day- I wanna keep all of my photos on here but I was being a bit slack before!! Sorry! ๐คช๐คช
2020-06-25 04:56:12 +0000 UTC View PostLots of requests for close up, higher quality pics so figured I had better not use my selfie camera for once and snap a few angles ๐๐
2020-06-22 13:15:03 +0000 UTC View PostCanโt stop wonโt stop with these gifs ๐๐
2020-06-20 12:30:28 +0000 UTC View Postworkout got hijacked real fast.. Who needs pants anyways?
2020-06-13 20:30:21 +0000 UTC View PostWhen you procrastinate with nudes you know you have a big, big problem.
2020-06-12 07:31:11 +0000 UTC View PostThereโs just something about the warm water that makes everything feel so fucking good
2020-06-08 20:03:51 +0000 UTC View PostHow freakin good would X-ray vision through clothes be ๐ When I was like 11 I downloaded these X-ray vision apps and my parents found them on my iPod.. I got in so much trouble ๐ those were the days!
2020-06-04 22:36:54 +0000 UTC View PostAnd here is me half-ruining my orgasm by making myself stay completely still so we can watch whatโs happening ๐คจ๐คช (Audio is so obnoxiously loud when I have AirPods in AHAHA)
2020-06-03 20:15:58 +0000 UTC View PostOkay the booty drop is definitely more suited to me ๐
2020-06-02 20:18:18 +0000 UTC View Post๐ OMG WE HIT 1000 subscribers!!! ๐
I know we might fluctuate up and down a little for a while so for a while this may be incredibly short lived lol but weโll get to a safe zone in a few days..
What should I do to celebrate?! 1000 was a โhahaha imagine if...โ number when I started this 2.5 months ago. Iโm really fucking happy right now.
Canโt wait to be done with uni after today, Iโve got a few ideas of things I wanna do on here with you guys! Keep ya eyes peeled.
Half dressed outside like a freakin lunatic ๐๐คช๐ the last five seconds of this video are so hot... {P.S. so like.. I love wildlife and blah blah blah but can those birds SHUT THE FUCK UP}
2020-05-27 20:56:34 +0000 UTC View Post